Thursday, March 28, 2013

Set backs

Well this month didn't go as well as I had hoped. U/s was beautiful and everything looked right on track. My body had other ideas,I ended up with a bad case of Bronchitis with really put a damper in things. I was hoping everyday that I would feel better and be able to continue on with our plan, but I actually was feeling worse. We decided to bag it this month and hope that next month is better. I had a really hard time at first thinking how much money we had put into this and it was all going to be a big waste. Luckily I have the worlds best husband who can put anything into perspective. Hoping for better vibes this next time around.

Monday, March 11, 2013

Back to the Drawing Board

Well... Let just jump right into it. Not pregnant....yet. I went and had my blood drawn early Wed morning knowing there was a 95% chance that there was no bun in the oven. I still had anxiety all day waiting for the phone call to tell me what I already knew. I get to start the whole process all over again in a few weeks. What worries me is that I booked a trip to see my sister that will probably fall right during my ovulation time. What to do then? I am always afraid of doing something that will mess up our chances this month. I picked up a few more days at work and low and behold, that's when my period started. I have 4 days of work that I can't slip away from. I called the Dr office to see what I'm supposed to do. Luckily they said I could skip my baseline u/s this month and just come in a week after I started my clomid. My husband always say that I can't put my life on hold while trying to get to our goal. It is awfully hard to try and plan anything more than a few months ahead because you never know how your body it going to react. Any way... enough of my ranting I just wish everything would work according to my plan. It that too much to ask?